Coma Welcomed

This happened last morning.

I woke from my sleep. My eyes opened but my body refused to move. I wasn't sure if I didn't want to move or I couldn't. I could feel the fan blowing in my direction. My breaths are still deep.

But I just refuse to move.

I went back to sleep. I can feel that I am getting deeper and deeper into blank thoughts, deep into nothing.

Lunch time came and the same thing happened. People thought I was dead.

I am usually not negative or depressed. But that morning, I didn't care if I was alive or not.

Maybe I am just too tired.

I didn't wake till this morning and I am still want to sleep.