Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

The Random Verse

I was so upset.

I turned to the bible in desperate hope to find encouragement.

Proverbs 28: 10





Now I need help learning about forgiveness.

Rest In Peace

Heath Ledger.
1979 - 2008

One less cowboy on earth and one more in heaven.

Monday, January 21, 2008

Toll

The emotional highs and lows are unbalanced and it's too much for me.

Never has a project took me so much pain and sorrow but this one.

I am still considering about it...

Andrew Kevin Walker

My writing idol is back!

Google: The Wolf Man.

Friday, January 18, 2008

Friend found in MDA

Farah



Haven't seen her in a while. It was a nice surprise.

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Soothing

Acoustic versions of my favorite soundtracks.

"Promise"



"Theme of Laura"


Hopefully things will pick up soon.

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Leaving it to Him

I apologize for causing a scare from the previous post.

I am still considering the ultimatum. But I'm leaving it to Him for I have asked.

We'll just have to wait and see if the struggle should continue.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Broken, Shattered and Nothing

I have forsaken human love, work opportunities, and personal time.

I have no assurance that things are going to work out. I have little support. I have too many burdens to bear.

If this fails, I'm left with nothing.

I will become, nothing.

Ten days into the new year and I'm already hating it. I asked myself today, how many times do I have to make mistakes in one single project of my own? How many fucking times?!








Upon utter depression, I have put this into consideration: Maybe the only way to stop making the mistakes, is to quit.

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

Words from David Lynch

Wise words. Damn funny seeing an angry filmmaker rant too.



Get real!



It's bullshit!

Recalling the Tree

I remember being very impressed by the romanticism of the film released 2007 in Singapore.



Nothing like Love through Desperation.

Monday, January 07, 2008

Biting my Nails

No notifications yet.

I damn anxious.

Thursday, January 03, 2008

More Joe!

More stuff from Joe Carnahan!

Click here and here!

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

New Year News

It was made known to me today and I had a long hard reflection on it.








I have trust issues.

Time for me to change. To those reading this, Help me too.

It's Coming

The budget is still at a dangerous level.

And it's two months from now.

I can't help but feel excited and afraid at the same time. My dream short, also my scariest one.




Meep