Thursday, May 31, 2007

It never Ends

The very moment I sent my Silver Case email to the producers and head for bed, I forgot that I had placed some notes on my pillow.

This is a habit for me to remind myself what had to be done that day, sorta my writing checklist.

Next in line I saw, the last scene in The Moment.

Sigh...

What's next?

Before The Next Stage

Silver Case ends its draft stage. Before it moves on to another level of Craziness, I better pay my sleep debt.

Coma here I come.

Please wake me up only when you need me...

Monday, May 28, 2007

Dreams in Flight

The guys and I attended the opening of the 2007 Singapore Arts Festival at the Padang.

There was a performance by La Fure dels Baus. It was so awesome! They had a crane that carried structures way above the audience's heads and had performers running across the crowd!

Too bad I forgot to bring a camera.

I felt like a kid again and almost wanted to join the performing fun.

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Small Turn Around

Thanks to SHY, I might be seeing Play! Symphony perform afterall.

Hmm...

I still need to finish that draft!

SHUT UP!

There's too many things going around my head.

I really need to finish Silver Case. So would you please
SHUT DA F*** UP?!


This is to the many people I wanna bash their head in:
Stop asking me stupid stuff! Stop watching television with loud volumes! Stop distracting me! Stop asking me to do stupid errands! Stop pestering me! LET ME FINISH THIS DRAFT!

Geez

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

God bless your soul

Wayne from The Suns.

Rest well.

Revenge in Everybody

Forgiveness is truly for the saint.

Read article here.

Prepare for The Moment

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

"Father", Remixed

Mercedes,

It is about the things that matter and how we often are too afraid to face it. It is about the things we are willing to die for. It is about the things so ugly we now see as norm. It is about love and promises.

It is about redemption.

This new screenplay is so clear now. It is definitely my side project after The Moment, The Children and Silver Case.

All I have to do is to look for a director.

After my current main projects...

Sob...sob...

#$&*&#$*@&#& Sold out!

Play! Symphony is all sold out!





#()$&$#%((*@&#)%)$(^_#*@(#*$&)(*CHEE)#**&@#*&$*(!^@)(*#_)#($()#@&%*&

Sunday, May 20, 2007

While on the Yay

I'm sure L will be shocked that I wanted Father to be like this:



Yes, it is this violent.

Hang on... Isn't John Rambo a buddhist?

Thai Ads

I simply love them! Most of them are soooooo funny!

The following one is Smooth E Baby Face Foam.

It's a short film divided into four, showing one each week. It has won several awards.



Thai commericals inspire me to make more films.

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Snort the Motherf***ing Yay

It's been in my mind for far too long.

Time to put Father back the way it should originally been.

I reviewed the screenplay and I thought that the message of the story will be carried out strongly if the negative side is all shown. This means putting self-less and pure love shown together with drugs, sex and violence for comparison.

From all the ugly things, we can truly appreciate the good.

It is about undercover vices gone wrong and the guy who just wouldn't die so that he can set things right.

From the weak story Father, It's been retitled Mercedes. It is a meeting place that these people have.

Miami Vice + Army of Two + Narc + Memento + Die Hard = Mercedes

I hope to shoot this half hour short in 2012 in English, Thai, Chinese, Russian and Malay. After the short, I'll leave the feature version to run its own course using this as a pitch.

Don't worry, I ain't planning to act in this as well. But maybe cameo?

Apple Crumb


Apple Crumb
Originally uploaded by charles_carmen.
I highly recommend it at NYDC.

Food so good, you will believe that there is a God.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

The Curse of the Silver Case

The screenplay's speed is picking up. Thanks to my double, triple lives, this is too fast for me!

If things look good, we can expect the feature Man with a Silver Case to be in production sometime next year.

And if things look better, the producers can give me more time to write the screenplay in its proper form and structure.

Oh well, we'll see how things go.

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Room Full of Infected


28weekslater
Originally uploaded by charles_carmen.
I waited so long for this movie!
It is so niche and full, I felt so relieved watching it.

Mostly because there's lots of elements I like in a movie in this film:

1. A father with a heavy burden or guilt.

2. Sibling love.

3. Making difficult choices through:
a. time limit
b. situation
c. duty
d. love
and living with it.

4. Shot hand held or steadycam.

5. Good soundtrack.

6. Desperation (but not exactly without hope)

I wept. It doesn't have to be touching or emotionally drama genre driven.

It just has to be a good movie to make me tear.

I wish I can make movies like that.

Friday, May 11, 2007

Don't | Can't | Won't Stop

Thank you Lord, it was an encouragement.

As I try to eat my humble pie,

I will fight the whole world.
I won't stop.

Not even when I'm tired.
Not even when I'm sick.
Not until I have proven myself.

Cos' this is all I can do.
Cos' if I don't do this...

If I don't do this...






I am nothing.

Watch out: Silver Case (2008)/ The Moment (2008)

Please understand.

Thursday, May 10, 2007

He's coming Home!

Yeah~~

I was grinning as I first saw it.



Still grinning~~~

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

This is Not a Love Song

After all the mad dashing and the speed scripting, I really hope I can kick back and chill out this coming Saturday.

Gonna hang out with the guys at Zouk for Nouvelle Vague.




Gonna lounge meself

Monday, May 07, 2007

Too Fast at ASAP speed

I'm leading double lives.

The workload for National Day Parade 2007 is piling up.

The development for Man with a Silver Case is taking insane speed.

A couple of friends from Thailand swinging by.

A few short films produced by strangers ask for my attention.

The Moment is going through new storyboarding.

It's getting tough recently.
I'm going insane.
I lack sleep.
I lack cash.
I lack more time.

I hope in the end, it's all worthed it.

Sunday, May 06, 2007

What could have been My Movie


Lucky Number Slevin
Originally uploaded by charles_carmen.
Can you imagine the horror and the joy mixed when I first watched Lucky Number Slevin at the cinemas?

I have written the same story (well, minus the humor) about...

Well, shouldn't spoil anything for you guys.

This movie rocks! It's so good that I watched it twice on the big screen and got myself the DVD.

It coulda been my film.

"shitttte..."




BTW, the story have been rewritten ever since.

Friday, May 04, 2007

My Guilty Pleasure of this Season

24, season 1 to 5.

"Welcome to the worst day of my life."

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Play! Symphony

I'm planning to go to a symphony!

Visit their site here!

And here's two videos of them performing Akira Yamaoka's Theme of Laura from Silent Hill 2.

The top video is Yamaoka himself.




Hopefully the tickets are still available next month when my pay comes.

I'm such a geek!